Hey guys! It is Day 6 on Facebook live. Today is a difficult video for me to make. You know, in these 30 days, we go through so many highs and lows in our life and yesterday, I woke up thinking that I was a certain person, I am Angel, the sister who I thought I was. I went to bed not knowing who I was anymore and I woke up a different but unveiling the truth about myself that was hard to accept but also understand that life is the way it is and I don’t based who I am upon who others are or what my skin cells say, so the last few months, I’ve been studying some ancestry history and learning a little bit about cleansing and healing different things that happened in our life. I went to Scott and Scoar and I remember being a young girl and I remember being left back in school, I remember being so upset and so angry that I talked to God and said to God, if You are real, wake me up at 2 in the morning and I woke up at 2 in the morning, and it kind of freaked me out, I was like, oh goodness, God, You are real. I make another pack , wake me up at 4 in the morning and then I woke up at 4 in the morning and I made a relationship with God and say, I know you will always going to be there, I don’t know if anybody else is, but I know You are and I built this relationship around God and I built this relationship for so many years and it kept me stable and strong. Throughout my life and I decided to do my DNA and I missed doing that, it changed my life It affected me in a way, who I thought I was, is not really who I am, but I then realized I am who I am, regardless of my DNA and I learned how to love people, in spite of whether they are my blood or not, and nothing changes for me. If indeed I have the same blood as somebody or I don’t that I learned how to love unconditionally. I know that everything happens just as it is meant to be and was meant to have all the experiences that I have had. Today, to be who I am and as tough as this video to make and as hurtful I thought it was is as healing as it is, because there are always things about me that I didn’t quite understand, that I understand now. The healing of knowing the truth is always important but also understanding what unconditional love is. Unconditional love is knowing somebody is always going to be there, knowing that you love them, a degree that matters that is beyond a condition. It doesn’t need to have any conditions on it, it’s in spite of somebody hurting you, or somebody lying to you, or somebody doing that is vindictive to you. That’s unconditional. Do you need to continue to put yourself to be hurt by people? No, but can you understand where they are coming from and see it from a distance and be unconditional about it and allow yourself and save space to be able to be there. But when you get to this place of unconditional love, you get this feeling of forgiving them, for they don’t know what they do when you get that feeling, you are brave. Another thing is I also learn that Jesus said the comforters are always with you and that’s what I hold on to, that comforter knowing that is inside of me that I can hold on to that hand. It will help me through anything that I’m going through. Even though this has been a crazy experience for me to acknowledge, and jump into the plane, go pick up the kids, this is going to be short and sweet but on top of it. I just want you to know that you are beautiful, you are loved and learning to be who you are not related to other people. I am Angel, the go-getter. I am Angel, the great mother, those things I can control. Those things that I know I can be in spite of anything else around me, but when I put my conditions in my life that I am, these according to somebody else’s. If they think that I am that way, then I am that way, but I always got this thing that people’s opinion of me is not really my business. I have to be truthful to myself. The opinion matters to that point that I am not hurting or violating another person but on the other hand, I have to be truthful to myself and learning to be authentic in my truth is so important, so as hard for me to share this truth. This is my truth and I want to own my own truth. Thank you for this. This would only be the weird video and the truth of this video is to be authentic on who you are and know who you are in your connected spiritual being, having human experience, your spiritual being is the one that is perfect that comes in that aligned you to all the experiences that you have in this world. Your physical body is just the thing that moves with this spirit inside of you that is able to accomplish things. This stuff changes every few, every cell that is in my body is a new cell. Every year or so. It is okay that this is it that who I really am, but who I really am is that spiritual being that is connected unconditionally to all those people who loved me and to those people who I loved. Thank you for your support and I wish you the most blessed Monday. Day 6. Thank you.